...If there are people to read what you write!!! This is something that I realized so late. I thought I blogged for my own satisfaction but how wrong was I because every time I open my page i look at the right hand side of the page to check on the Feedjit as to see did any people visit (not read) my page after I logged out. So that makes it clear that I am happy when people visit me. So I take this chance to thank every one who visited my page and I would also like to tell you all to stay here as long as you wish because you are who make me want to blog again (woooosh, I have admitted that at last!)
So it might be interesting for you to know what has been happening in my life lately. Well, I had a big surprise in wait for me this month which I was totally unaware of (of course I know surprises are unawares,I just mentioned it to make you curious). The month bloomed as usual, October with all its cool dewy mornings and hot humid days and me getting up, dressing up, riding up to my office! Well, that's the usual! So on Oct 12th, I was feeling a bit down about going to office, so thought will sit at home and work, yeah, that's an advantage that I have at my work and that's what I love about my work. So all bedraggled from last night's sleep (you dare not imagine me that way, mind it!) I booted my system and started working. By 11 o'clock the power supply and internet started to alternately come and go. I got so upset that I got ready to go to office itself rather than wasting my time and energy sitting and restarting the computer! Then I had an afterthought, why not make use of the opportunity to take a good break and cool off for some time till the power and internet stabilizes. Okay, so I decided to do so, called the office and told them there is problem over at home, so I am waiting for things to settle! Just a few minutes after the phone call, I heard the postman's bell ringing and my mother was running to receive something and then she called my name aloud (for I was perched upstairs in my den). So I ran down and he gave me an envelope that had come through speed post. I wondered what was that and lo, it was then that I saw the logo in front of the cover! I was stormed for sure but I was also suspicious as to what it might contain. Anyway, I signed it and ran inside the house yelling 'amma, it's from X Ltd.' (let that be a secret for now). Amma also was surprised. I tore open the envelope to see that I was asked to come for the final medical checkup before entering the company for which I had attended an interview at Hyderabad and had lost all hopes of getting that job when the result had been published. But I don't know how this happened, maybe God hasn't left me to fight alone. So I was overjoyed, my amma began to cry, and many melodramatic things happened. I went for the medical test that week itself, was certified fit by the doctor and finally I am waiting for the confirmation letter from the company.
So there ends my quest for a better job. Now I am sad that all the books that I had bought after I knew I was out of the selected candidates for X Ltd. just to ensure that I get a better place the next time I go for a test and interview has all gotten blown. Now the books are lying in front of me but I feel lazy to touch them but I have to because even though am 99% sure about this job, I shouldn't stop trying for the good opportunities that come my way, I am having two exams next month, so am probably hoping to touch the books soon.
This month I also had to take a brash move against S. He had visited my town after a long time and I purposely avoided him because I don't know why, but today, I don't hold the attraction that I had held for him in the yester years . Sometimes I loathe the way he talks and the way he shows off about his job and blah-blah. Last week, he had called me saying he wanted to come home and see me. I made excuses of plans to visit my cousin's home and evaded him. He called thrice to know when I might be available, but I made myself unavailable and I think he will be on his journey back to Mumbai by now. I did such a hateful act because there is no use of pursuing situations or making someone pursue situations which don't deliver the goods that you desire (you know what I mean). I have learned the simple fact of life from all these years of living, and that is to say "NO" when you really really don't want it in your life, be it a person, a situation, or whatever you think is unjustifiable to your conscience.
I got a request the week before from a friend that I have mentioned here before. He wanted me to sent him the song, hearing which he had fallen head over heals for me, in my own voice. The song is "Chaha he Tujhko" from Mann. I have half-agreed to sing it for him because it's been a long time since I sang for someone. He is a precious person, I do miss him but I don't want to move to his side because I know eventually I will be hurting his feelings because I don't nurture the same feelings that he has for me. So today, I just brushed off my headphone's mic but unfortunately (for him!!!) my mic is out of order!!! Hoooohahaha, now I will have to get a head fone from office and then sing it for him, now that is sure gonna take some time, so you will have to patiently wait for it, dude!!
What else, so that's the briefing on what has been going on with me that I wanted to write here since the surprise letter that I received. So till I see you all next time, Happy Blogging !!
