I don't know why I am so different, I don't know why I cannot live like a normal person. I don't know why I get involved in relationships that can harm me, that can hurt me, that can make me feel estranged from the world that I live. I don't know why things are so complicated when they should be the simplest. I don't know why I hate to accept the reality that surrounds me. I don't know why I am confused most of the days of my life. I don't know how I am able to be happy amidst all such worries. I don't know why any of the maladies that happened are not affecting my mind. I don't know why I still live the way I want to rather than listening to those around me. I don't know why I feel like being guilty of many things only infrequently. I don't know why I still believe that good things can happen in my life when I know well that such things can never happen.......
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