Life is full of surprises...

Am listening to Ace of Base "dont' go away", a really beautiful song. I feel its lyrics are just made for me. do check out the song once, folks...

So, now, lets get back to what we were talking about, My life, right? I know am not much of an interesting person for someone else to be so much into knowing me, but as of such am not a twerp, if u start to think so. I am a rather blatant person, to tell you the truth when the right moment appears and that moment appears very rarely. So, i thus went into a period of complete freedom and landed in college straight after my 10th. At that time, there was a course called "pre-degree" (i think prepraing to take a degree, in what, i'll have to redefine, so leave it at that) which was later removed from college and put in schools as our plus one/11th and plus two/12th. So, i was one among those lucky dudes who got admission into the last pre-degree batch of our university. And my life really started from there, the first day that i got into college. That's the time i started to realize where i stand in my life. I was with girls all along but i was not the kind of person who was afraid to get near a boy, no, nothing like that. I was pretty cool with guys as if they are the same as girls and nothing is special about them that i need to be conscious about.

Before going on to that, i'd like to add that i had a crush for someone who was in my tutions when i was in my 9th std, that went on till my 10th and i really cried a lot on the final day that i thought i am seeing him (which was not the case to be). No, no, i didnt cry in front of him. He was really unaware of my being fond of him, so he is not to blame for my goosy tears. But truly, i thought i loved him, loved him so much that it made my heart break at the thought that i wont be seeing him again (as i happened to hear from another friend's father that he was going to join in another school in 11th). But now when i think about it, there was nothing much to cry about because his house was just 15 min walk from mine, but it was a rather long distance for my heart to travel through to reach him whereas in the tutions, i was able to see him in one single room. So that was a bit of my first crush/love/infatuation or whatever you want to call was.

Now, let's get back to my first day of college. By that time, i had forgotten all about my crush hero and had made my heart realize that there are more important things to do than brood over a lost love. So i was all excited about the first day at college because after 3 years of abstinence from the sight of guys-my-age i was getting to have this opportunity for 2 whole years, so that was something to be thrilled about at that time.

All the four batch students, 2 science with maths, 1 science with biology, and 1 commerce batch were the batches into which we were to go. As per the admission criteria, i was to go to the second, S with B. So i was waiting for my name to be called to join the line when suddenly i heard someone else' name called, that too a name that was so endearing to my ears, "MY CRUSH BUDDY". Oh, i cant explain the happiness that i felt at that particular moment. It was like god had granted me the greatest wish of my life. I strained my neck to get a glimpse of him but could not. Two months had gone by me without seeing him, so i was very anxious to make him know that am back with you once again (even he didnt know the relevance of that)....

Will be continued.....