Today, something i saw brought back tears to my eyes....so i thought of writing it out rathr than suppressing my feelings.....i'v grown tired of burying thos emotions deep....how can i forget thos days wen i had lived my life d fullest?but images of d past has always hurt me... still even after yeas, d pain seethes in my heart and just makes a part of my heart hard like rock....thr z only a little more sensation left, but very soon, i know, tht'll also cease to exist....sometimes i wondr y i cant i stop tht pain myslf? coz wen d cause is known, its easy to stop it too, right? but in my case it seems mor difficult now tht d cause is known....

I know am talking Greek to thos who r readn this,u can stop & go for d next entry, no complaints, coz d world hs become such a place wher v shudnt bother about anythin happening around, ppl will love us only if we show smiling faces at them all d time, they dont want to listen wen thr r sorrows, frustrations, and pain in someone's words.....i understood tht fact only after i faced d consequences of listening to someone's pain......I ws paid well for what i did.....but it was all my fault, i shud hav understood d world's rules of living, then i wudnt hav done d mistake of listening to someone's sorrows, sympathizing with tht person......but i ws a fool to believ tht d way to someone's heart z thru d care we giv them, its utterly wrong!!!!! d way to a person's heart z not by caring, but by showing off d riches tht v possess, d beauty tht z all perishable, thts d way.....nd thus i can now proudly say tht i have learned d ultimate rule to LIVE LIFE.......