Life is such a mystery at times. It makes us think a lot, stops and makes us want to do a retrospection on what we've been doing all along. Am now 25 (i don't think it's wrong to reveal that), going on 26 and my life has taken such a different route than what anyone had ever expected it to take.I know am being a bit mysterious regarding this but for the time being you'll have to adjust with that mysteriousness because i promise you all to reveal what is actually happening with me one day.There have been many instances in my life that i cherish.I had a feeling that wherever i've been, whatever i'd been doing, i always held an important position there.Ya, it might not be so important to someone outside my frame of thoughts, but of course i've been important.
In school, i was not an anonymous person and i also was not an outstanding performer, ya, of course, you can call me an average student with an extraordinary vision. Now, you might be wondering what was the vision i had. Unlike others, i had an inner vision, like i used to know how my life is going to turn and what will become of me. It was like i could predict my own future (now, dont say that i've got an astrologer's brain, no i haven't). It was in a different way that i used to feel 'things' would go the way that i was thinking.But the unfortunate thing in all this was that even if i knew a bad thing is going to occur to me, i had no strength to stop it or turn it away from me. I had to relent to the situation. I always thought why it was like that, why i never got the strength to resist something that can destroy me. Till this day, i don't know why am not able to do that. Might be i am born like this, born as VULNERABLE!!!
Now, leave all those fancy thoughts. Let me come to the point as to why i started blogging and how i came upon writing things in front of the public. I think everyone should be a public person, made just as if they are made to be criticized. That turns each person into what they are in the real sense, what their aim is, and how their life should be. When we talk to people around, we find so many similarities around us, we feel we are glaring into our own mirror image. It's just a wonderful feeling to see that we are not the kind that you can find only in 'books'. When we bring out a piece of our mind in front of someone whom we want to listen to us, it's like making that person our soul keeper (ya, i mean it, even if tht's not the darkest secret of your life). It could be anything, even things including how you did your makeup for the party or how you cooked the Thai Biriyani in an easy way. I was in search of such a person and it was then that i found this cool blog.This blog might be considered as a taboo by conservatives but let me tell you, that blog has been a real inspiration for me. The ease with which she writes, the boldness in her words, everything attracted me to this particular blog. Hope someday i can develop my blog that way and i too will have a fangroup following!!! Dreams, you might say,LOL!!!
